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Jazz/Jess, constantly on a sugar high,
Loves just about everybody, just as much.
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i remember last time.. like.. last time.. haha. before my new found faith (even though i called myself a christian last time.. i guess i wasn't really one..) i remember trying to commit suicide like. 5 times.. i tried jumping of our balcony, i tried cutting myself with a knife.. everything.. even rope!
but there was one attempt.. that even then when i tried shocked me, i never knew i would do it..i was like, extremely happy.. i MEAN extremely happy,.. no one was home.. only my maid and i.. so no one would notice.. i went down into the kitchen took up a short pocket like knife and i actually cut myself in the side of my tummy.. yes.. i have a cut there now.. the scar aint visible, but yes, its there..
no one knows bout this.. but now u who's reading knows.. i was shocked i actually cut myself i dropped the knife on my toes - - my mum found out bout THAT. but not bout my tummy. lately my tummy's been hurting again.. n its not the tummy ache kinda thing.. its like.. cutting and tearing kinda thing.. if u understand..
now you know who i really am. <3 Jess.